CHALLENGER'S RAP

• No one can every go against me
• i can be bat mat, spiderman and the girl in glee.
• I am tired to pretend
• when i think about all the hours i spend.
• I will not loose it again man
• cuz in my head i got a B plan.
• If i loose my hope here
• then i have no choice, i will dissapear.
• I will go as far as i can
• and maybe stay for a while in Japan.
• I have not place to go
• the only thing in life i want is the flow.
• I am the worst girl in the world
• and this is maybe smth i served.
• I have helped people but not myself
• i have always wait till i count to twelve.
• But its always smth else that comes around before twelve
• and it always a lot of stories that tells.
• I put my shit behind
• and focus on whats in others mind.
• I am a kind girl to everyone
• and i would not hurt someone without reason.
• I will never say smth bad
• without to me and thats sad.
• I am scred to hurt people around
• i don't want to make them fall to the underground.
• I have been there and it's not smth nice
• and you guys don't deserve that kind of price.
• I have try my best to be good
• and to be honest i had a great childhood.
• I recognise my dad were drinking a lot
• and i were always scared to see him take a shot.
• I saw him with his beer
• and it was my biggest fear.
• He drove me home when he smell
• but i did a mistake to didn't tell.
• He got a hard time in his life
• he will divorce with my mum and his wife.
• I will always be there as i said
• but i have to take care of me, so i just have to go ahead.
• I will put myself as number six
• after mum, dad, sisters and my boys tricks.
• They are the people i will never go before
• and they are people i will never ignore.
• Its sad to put me so far from the first place
• but i am not here to win the life race.
• i dont live to be old
• i live cuz i want to be a momorie of gold.
• I want people to look at me at my funeral
• and read my whole journal.
• Don't be surprise but i lied a little about number six
• i put many more before me, all the chicks.
• I can put people i nearly know over me
• cuz everything i want is to make people free.
• I know how it feels to be captured
• and i want every people to be heard.
• Thats me, 18 years old girl from sweden man
• and to put people over me is the only thing i can.