CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Startin to feel that overdose creepin
• Lurkin around the corner, fucking peepin
• Sympotms are showing now
• Yet i remain cool as snow
• Breathin like there a 5 ton elephant on my chest
• Im not bitch, cmon fucker do your best
• My mind starts to race, as if it just got hit with that mace
• I am really bad?
• Is that why people get mad?
• I wonder, just maybe, what if i had
• Continued being that straight A student, never getting in troubles
• The psychological pain takes over for the physical now
• What would my life be like if i never touched drugs or stole, or even if i didnt have friend doin blow
• Would i have more friends, would my parents like me
• Then i remember, how my mind has raced like this before
• Everyday i look back, deep into my past and all my regrets, started out wit all A's and a B
• Now look at me, alternative school, barely passing classes, i want no more
• I want it to end, im happy i took too much
• Im tired of having to fend for myself, just feels like someone ran up and kicked out my crutch
• Im sure people are tired of hearing this shit out of me everday
• Altough most people i talk to dont help, they think they know exactly what to say
• After a quick shower, i feel i regained my power
• Sysmptoms of overdose get weaker, like a 90 year old public speaker
• Gotta make some changes quicker, insteada feelin like im gettin sicker
• Change starts with a simple list
• New friends, move out, go to college, stop getting in trouble with the law....now you get the jist