DEFENDER'S RAP

• im fuckin majestic, but to be realistic, im fuckin fantastic,
• all my life ive been rejected, never once selected,
• ive been on my own since i was thrown away like a fuckin used tampon,
• i think of suicide but youd never know if you knew me unless id provide evidence,
• when i show my dad my wrist he hits me with his right fist,
• i have written a whole list of reasons for me to die,
• i havnt been given a reason to write one for the ones whod cry,
• none of this is a lie, i wanna jump off a building pretending to fly but end up falling to die,
• i hate my life as you can see, everytime i see a tree i imagine my lifeless body just hangin,
• everytime i see children playin, i feel like walkin up and slayin,
• but im about ready so keet the barrel steady aim it at my head pull the trigger yes im dead,