CHALLENGER'S RAP

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• Slamming the door shut and slanting against the painted wooden bark
• She heaved the greatest sigh of her life.
• Bad day had just become worse.
• The faulty Image, her running naked in the classroom corridor
• Tryna jerk the poisonous spider of her lean back,
• Was a sick joke to crack, even by the most demeaning bully like Zack.
• Worse was she prayed to Jesus like a good little girl every morning and every night
• But somehow her mother's preachings were not shining quite right
• By a shinning armoured prince with wings
• she hoped to be saved today.
• But unlike in her favourite bible.
• There were no princes, no wings, no bling of magical starlight no nothing.
• Worse became expresso horrid , when she finally broke her christian vow
• and cursed the man she had been brought up to love and cherish in all her fantasies.
• But this was not the day she lost her faith. She still harbored innocent blinding faith.
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• Dropping her school-maid shoes at the front door
• She made her way upstairs to her gothic bedroom
• hands clasped tightly over her swolen ears
• Blocking out her mother's rather tiring speeches
• "Young women shouldn't be so callous , jesus-"
• If she heard the name Jesus another time, She'd fuck herself dry
• "-JESUS! doesn't care about fucking callous women, mother.He doesn't care about anything."
• Satisfied at the big shocker on her mother's dignified aging face
• Julie stormed up to her safe haven to shave her growing womanly mane.
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• Earlier that day , She picked up a call.
• They apologized for the loss of a good soldier, a father and a husband.
• This was the day she started to despise her savior, grandiose.
• This was just the begging of her overturning without her realizing.
• Strands of lustrous blonde hair were snipped and trashed simultaneously as,
• flashbacks of being the victim day in and dayout, caused salty tears to flow.
• Crumbling down on the ground,
• She sobbed for over an hour until the last bouts of savage, childish need for revenge left her strained.
• The sight of a good person loosing their faith on humanity and GOD
• A very very rewarding sight for someone faar underneath the floors and hot.
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• She had to make changes you see?
• life couldnt go on the way like before, oh no, never.
• Bootcamp for trainee soldiers kids she joins.
• with a tuft of short blonde mop and a frail figure what did she expect?
• except to be thrown out.
• Now a bootcam reject and highschool dropper, where could she run for help?
• "Mother I"m home" she said softly ncaringly.
• The child in her died long time ago, now the eyes showed only lines of unsaid disdain.
• "Mother I"ll be back by super."
• Pulled out her leather overcoat and ranout into the snow.
• To play with snow angels she had no interest.
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• Julie let her self adrift in the golden evening
• "Care for a christmast gift?"
• The old woman dangled an elegant locket
• Her rinkled bony fingers were suspiciously witchy.
• But Julie had forsaken to believe in anything supernatural or similar.
• Thus the twin factor of her broken belief and the chance to spit on his brith
• She pawned her chasticity ring for the invertedcross locket.
• The begining of a sinister smirk was seen on a verry handsome face,
• As he watched her walk away blissfully unaware.