CHALLENGER'S RAP

• haven't shaven for #weeks feel like I'm fading no #sleep,
• starting to starve nothing to #eat losing weight by the #week,
• feeling weak, no money no #job just a pipe and some crack #rock,
• a addiction to feed with no #money even to eat but still manage to #keep,
• feeding my #addiction, breathing without thinking of #decisions,
• stuck in, juxta#position next to these demons i keep #giving,
• into the temptations/ these voices and faces keep #chasing,
• I'm running, but there just #figments of imagination my own temp#tation's,
• trapped by the #pipe feeling like theres nothing else to #life,
• starting to, contemplate #suicide when taken away from the #pipe,
• ecstacy, #oxy, a bit of weed mixed with meth that'll be #alright,
• damn was i #wrong but i still did it more then once/,
• vision distorting, voices start #talking, barely walking,
• stumbling I'm #falling, down a slope I've created i had #warnings,
• but i just kept ignoring and #falling without, noticing I'm #deforming,
• slowly transforming/ I'm starting to grow dormant/
• under performing I'm under #performance, losing my thoughts/
• each day getting closer to #breaking, hands are shaking/
• till my whole body starts to #quake and tremor like an earthquake/
• havent aten for days so I'm just #deteriorating away/
• but thats okay I've been awake for #days so my brains to hazed/
• to even care that I'm fading away/