DEFENDER'S RAP

• //JIMMIEJONES
• my life has awlays been fuckin up cuz i grew up from a poor family
• dad was always at work from nine to five and my mom was always hammered next to me
• she was always yellin at me tellin me i really wanted to aborted you and other shit to make me cry
• dad never did anything he always let her make me feel like shit and wanted to just pray i could die
• i tired to run to my grandma's house cuz i knew she would try to take good care of me
• well i never made it cuz i never knew how to get there and my mom would always scare me
• well now all i got is myself and my mind to keep me in a better place
• tryin to forget my past and all the pain i have been just tryin to put a smile on my face