CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Why..... why at 36 did she have to die.
• If you're such a powerful being Lord, then answer me why.
• You got nothin, yeah, if this is your plan.................it sucks.
• Not having my Jodi with me has got me in pain so much.
• All alone at night I feel like I am going insane,
• the mundane acts of day to day without her just aren't the same.
• I try to wrap my head around it, try to understand,
• butthemorethatItry to understand just leaves hair in my hands.
• I had dreams, visions of doing things wichu baby,
• Watching Michael grow up into a man and find a lady,
• I had visions of growing old and being a Grandfather,
• But it's not fair that they won't have you as a Grandmother.
• It's not fair that people have to do withoutthegreatness you were.
• your transfer to heaven is surelygoingtomake..... feelings stir.
• I know it's stirred mine up and will continue as time goes by,
• and the only word I can come up with God is why... why..
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• Another day and now another way forward without you girl.
• It'sgoingtobehard to getmyself out this ditch, without my girl.
• Your parents seem to think I'm goingtobejustfine without you girl..
• even think I'm going to find another love, that's not you girl.
• replacing you is going to be impossible,none like you girl.
• I'm sure that some come close, but unfortunately, not of this world.
• So if you see one down here you approve of for your place girl,
• make sure you make it obvious that she is to be my girl.
• Cause as i see it now and forevermore I'mgonnabe alone.
• I'll be bugs with no carrot a dog without a bone.
• Can't imagine what I'll do when Michael leaves this home.
• And once he's gone, the nasty realization that I'm all alone.
• Is that the point I lose it and finally finish going insane,
• Or is that the point the cancer comes back and rots my brain.
• I guess I'll have to find something to help the by and by.
• but the only word I can come up with God is Why... Why...