DEFENDER'S RAP

• My thoughts keep me afloat/
• soon I'll reach the ideal coast of my ideas that are stored in the gas tank of my boat/
• Titled your loved one as the one, now, they're ghosts. are you even your own host?/
• or every synonym, adjective, verb you pronounce are inserted/
• maybe the creator himself wants you to wonder of who you worship?/
• you want to move the imaginative barrier so you smoke weed & drink syrup/
• . Do you have the courage to say what you keep in or you don't want it to surface?/
• worried what your parents will tell you, so mentally you're always nervous/
• do we interpret things as we want to, or are things interpreted for us like servants/
• round & round we go in a circuit./
• No matter how long I try to think I won't reach to a verdict/
• To what extend are you willing to go ; are you that determined?/
• it's your play, yet you have no clue what goes on behind the curtains./
• When am sitting with family, I'm on an astral-plane, still there as a person./
• 'You're telling us, that you're scared of the monster in you?'' That's for certain/
• Constantly wondering often. I wonder ''what if mother would've had an abortion''/
• either that or I blow it out of proportion/
• Normal to the eyes, but to me I am foreign/
• . I'm not going to lie, to feel this alive is a fortune/
• Sometimes to feel this alive is a torture/
• Life is my book, am I the author or do I hold the pen for the writer?/
• inspiration requires liquor, are you willing to stay sober to not fuck up your liver? /
• Well, I beg to differ,/
• when you're a thinker in this cold world, you're a sinner/
• Nothing seems to be real, it's masked with a filter./