DEFENDER'S RAP

• Let's take myself back to my past self when my esteem was rotting in hell
• Let's take myself back to my past self when my metal health problems were best kept to myself
• As of twelve I was basically crazy, worlds worst secret, a crazy little creature creepin'
• It amazes me that my mental illnesses was beaten
• Repressed by depression, bests the best of us and the less of us
• Messed us, stressed us, yes us
• Even therapist sessions were useless
• Go back to when I was eight when I ate myself to clinically overweight
• Widespread hate for me in school hours, nine til three
• Don't show up at all, ten years later, nine til six at till three at the mall
• Parents appalled at how far I had fallen
• Back to reality pretty please, these years dragged me down and depressed me
• Now I've made it as an expert emcee
• Veteran in the game forever permanently
• It's hard not to ignore this word whore
• Who's been hearding words since year four