DEFENDER'S RAP

• Theres this girl, Shes hijacked my mind
• Shes like an angel and super model combined
• Shes one of them girls thats impossible to find
• And I thought to myself get too close and you'll end up getting declined.
• Seein her made my heart beat too fast, her body was too defined
• And her face just shined, I swear I wanted her to be mine.
• The thought of her sent shivers down my spine
• Doing something to harm her would be the worst crime.
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• And I cant even start to describe how she made feel
• The way I got the butterflies all the time was just unreal
• The thought of her being mine was so ****ing ideal
• She span my mind around like a water wheel
• When I daze at her walking from a distance my jaw always dropped.
• And when i knew she acknowledged my existance my heart always stopped.
• She was so perfect, no disrespect, she always had me instantly erect
• I couldnt never even find a defect. or maybe I should get my eyes rechecked
• incorrect, she looks better than those fakes with special effects
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• Babe, honestly, you everything I ever wished for
• Theres nothing about you that I dont adore
• Please take my hand, and above everyone we'll soar
• I swear I'll take you to a place you've never explored before
• I look into your eyes, straight away you have me hypnotized
• after seeing her, I didnt even need a zoot, she had me more ****ed than those illegal highs
• Being in her presense was like my greatest prize,
• I just wish I could get more closer.
• But I'm scared shes something that I wont get over.
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• My aim is to find the key to her heart
• Be able to unlock it and then give it a kick start
• But I need to realize its gonna be way too hard
• Theres a big chance of me getting terribly scarred
• Im never gonna find a girl like her though
• Why cant I force myselft to let go ?
• Maybe I havent had enough of the love that she shows
• For the things that she made me realize, my life i owe
• and so, I want her to know, that she makes my tears glow
• when im trying find my way
• through the dark tunnel, where theres no light and no place to go
• so I thank her deeply for the gift that she bestowed.
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• Enough of this **** having to be so complicated
• And too much have I contemplated
• getting sedated, doin my ting, months went by as I patiently waited
• till she slowly stopped keeping me updated.
• And it was unrated, the way that she vacated.
• The horror of a broken heart that she recreated.
• There was no way to have my feelings expressed.
• I was way more than just depressed
• I was distressed, dissapointed, and possibly possessed.
• My heart wanted to go ona protest.
• After that I understood lifes just a test,
• and theres no rest, until you've fully completed your quest.
• **** will start hitting you from north, east, south, west
• And theres a limit on the amount of life vests
• If your not carefull your mind and body will end up dispossesed.
• Now you dont wanna be put to an eternal rest?