This is a song about "Zen and xan"

Man fuck that, i aint goin zen

Cause i've been sentthe heartz of men

All i need is a kilo, an apron

Vodka and soda, pineapple and patron

And inhospitable,

I'm modest, and humble

You just gotta be strong

And once i'm dead and gone

I'm gettin help for this addiction, now golf ain't important

And my tongue stay flicking, over clits and fucking lips and

Starin at the wall, heard a scream

Raps and beats and rhyme scheme,

Thank god for what i did with blocking against this shaky defense

Of letting heads progress to zen we're shredding beds and wrecking heads

I’m a beast when my shit hits the streets these niggas cease

My zen, cause if i don't i'ma start shredding into these