This is a song about "With out you the sadness and madness gets me more"

I'm the definition of sadness and bawl

Come and stay with me, oh, where i live? the mall

And this candy gets me cheddar im the markets top supplier

I used to fiend for your sister, but never went up in her

The way she walks and causes a fuss

Uh sometimes sadness sometimes madness

Niggas who be rapping how real they are

With out you following me in the car

It was a few chords when i was bored, and it cut through the sadness

And jade's a fucking acrobat, i'll flip her on a mattress

See you later, cause baby i'm a player, and all i heard was

You lifted me from the ashes, protected me from the madness

You seen me evolve more with each song

Often wonder to myself where the day's gone

The world around me, more and more blurred

I ain't trynna be forward