This is a song about "Why am i always sad"

To me playing in the game is worth more than the seats

Always am involved with the skills i release

Your niggas don’t ask how the top feel

Why the fuck am i even here/

As much as i wanna leave

This why i always follow my dreams

Went thru my phone saw a text, and then she wrote her a message

Why i am so angry when i express vocal knowledge?

Then the gun shot, but i wasn't hit

Why am i think this shit

Roll it up and ensure that everything's fat

I wonder why my family always did that

Photogenic, windows tinted, what type of car the ferrari kind

But fuck humankind, they always remain undefined, but me i am designed,

Alonzo, my condo cost three mil', this shit real

And thought why am i still alive why am i still here.