This is a song about "Why am i always sad"

Why i am here? huh? why was i born?

Could make the eyes of the blind perform

But we having sex tonight

I always wonder why i write

I wanna invite carl cuz hes my dad, he always has me feelin the opposite of sad,

A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how you did itthere's no way i can pay you back

Don't give a fuck, litter life

Why am i still alive?

Fuck it, they shrink to fit

Why am i think this shit

While i am always sad i'm bad, i'm contrite, ya i'm down

If it ain’t nothin', a break – uh break- breakdown

No car key and i mean that

I was angry and sad

Its somethin they never get, but fuck it i represent

I always tell them i am not talented, but truly blessed.