This is a song about "What i had"

Instrumental from lexus, change is what they expected

I didn't feel any better after what i had did.

The binocularsha ha ha ha, yeah nigga time to ride

The fact that people had to try to guess, what i sounded like

And i'm the same, on e'erything i love, or everything i love

Devil had me tricked, i opened my eyes and saw what i missed, jehovah witness,

Where the black girls get their weaves back

Living lives i wish i had

And if you got it you gettin wet, nigga bet on that

I was just trying to figure out what i really even had

Why you let these hoes tear what we had right apart, oh i was so mad

Still standin' and in love with my prideheard frivolous beats, we past that

Coconuts ciroc where puff at, never fall in love, don't cuff that

Why you let these hoes tear what we had right apart, oh i was so mad

Competition i ain't winning but admit it, i'm still in it though

You can't even begin to think what i had to go through to write this verse so