This is a song about "What am used to"

Sick of loving what i used to love theirs more than one purpose for a basin

I keep my friends close, enemies closer, fuck both, i dont trust no one

So with less and less you to live, what am i

These haters hope i hurry up and die

Some are pushed to the point to where they're like "what am i even devotional for?"

But fuck that, cindi was my dope fiend motherwelfare checks never stepped through the front door

I am forbidden to speak about what i was spoken

Now that little pre cum gone be having me swollen

What the fuck am i hear for? just to live and die?

I can make the clouds jealous nigga i am that fly

I used to care what people thought

Separate us, from what jay brought

A used to called big but am not notorious

Together all the timethought it was true love