This is a song about "Wanting to kill"

My name hold weight and you don't really keep the bar raised

Enemies wanting to finish me, mind your self as a saint,

Just wanting to runaway, and to at least win that race

Put expressions in their music and create the face

Every afternoon not wanting to be around

And when they try to get parental and start talkin' loud

Aspect, im wanting to change perspective, range of view, and visions,

Somalia women ethiopian queens never could tell the difference

Just thanking the holy fatherhe made a star and shita youngin still ain't die

Yeah i catch the girls watching me ball wanting to get in on the action but i

Revelations say you either fry or fly

Wanting to commit suicide how could they not die,

Wanting to end my life , because the women in life would laugh

Talk much shit cause i never had shiti could remember being whupped in class

They say i walk around like i got a s on my chest

Playing blackjack you're bust and still wanting to be dealt