This is a song about "Wanting to die"

If you see me wanting to battle you you know i'm after you,

I steady the flow, ready to blow like snotty tissue

See you gotta get high or die, cause even thugs cry

Wanting to commit suicide how could they not die,

Wanting to hit her so hard and make her arms go slack

But since mark put a nigga on that lily track

Every afternoon not wanting to be around

Even if it's not out, bring the whole stock out

Wanting to battle me? you must be stupid

And i ride for any nigga who believe in the shit

Only 14 years old still wandering and wanting to explore

I still got your letters laying in my dresser drawer

Family is all i need but indeed them too can run me right up a tree

Wanting to run away from reality to the abdominal cavity

By these corporate executives wanting to hate the hardest,

If i ain't get em yet, believe their name is on the short list