This is a song about "Wanting to be loved"

Wanting to leave but always coming back to mary jane

Wake up, turn on your tv and see my ass again

I'm caged up in state prison

You'll always be my loved one

Mary jane keeps me high like every day

And i am trying to hear what you wanting to say

And the word most important

All these drugs just to feel loved.

Just wanting to runaway, and to at least win that race

Hear these critics talking now, when i see'em open face

But now invisible cells around your brain

Wanting to blow up, for nothing to remain

Playing blackjack you're bust and still wanting to be dealt

I dont need no chains with no cross to know that i’m blessed

We havin’ a celebration, love to stay high

Wanting to commit suicide how could they not die,