This is a song about "Wanting to be loved"

Only 14 years old still wandering and wanting to explore

Controling my steamknowing my team to deserve more

Well, we are the roses

I be wanting your kiss

Oh i’m nothing like your home girl expect, expect

Playing blackjack you're bust and still wanting to be dealt

And i am trying to hear what you wanting to say

And we did it our way, blue-collar game all day

All these drugs just to feel loved.

Fuck you if you feelin' different

Enjoyment in things i loved seem to be freed from me

As i seenobody cares about my history

This is why her nigga mad

"im mad with wanting to have you back"

Wanting to commit suicide how could they not die,

I swear i put this shit down without a gimmick or lie