This is a song about "Wanting someone to like me back"

But every nigga who can read gotta get his issue

If you see me wanting to battle you you know i'm after you,

Don't wait for someone else to blow like you was patients.

Like that's going to make up for the years and the tears

We havin’ a celebration, love to stay high

Especially a guy like me someone so shy,

Someone told me to hang in, then handed me a noose

There’s niggas dying everyday but we don’t make the news

And i'm the only fucking rapper without a chain

Wanting to leave but always coming back to mary jane

Ben baller, six bottles, talk with such expensive slang

Tried to get out had me coming straight back like a boomerang,

And that's reallife that i was aimed to belove by my family tree

But, fuck, i can't hurt someone but me, so i try to be, someone who isn't me.