This is a song about "Wanting him to love me back"

Don't look at me look to him

How you hold in emotion

Fuck fame, fuck money

Theres nobody to love me.

And if my record never break, i still won’t break my promise

Outta three steps one took me back and that took me right back to "my love..."

But we having sex tonight

Wanting to run away and hide

Sit back,eat snack,watch me fuck you back to back

I don't know why i'm even on this track

Every afternoon not wanting to be around

Bein' a woman, a black woman at that, no doubt

My name hold weight and you don't really keep the bar raised

Enemies wanting to finish me, mind your self as a saint,

That theres no one to love me

She going to borrow some money