This is a song about "Trying to not give up on life"

If i die before i wake

Never give up to the blade

But i'm not the type to give up so easy might sound so corny

And a nose full of chowder, he's choppin' up all the doubters see

Which you know i'm different, right

Trying to climb up inside,

But really i'm trying to shine light on the corruption in this life

That's why they ride the bandwagon still be draggin' sellin' lies

Trying to live life the best way

Take me away away

Im trying not to loose my fucking head

First letter says motherfucker you're dead

Because that booty mad thick behind your juicy ass lips

Trying not to live on food stamps and eat at gas stations,