This is a song about "Trying hard writing my own raps to be a star"

Its hard to be a barbarian

Hot where i'm from, the newscasters don't come

And if you ever renege, i’ll still give you kendrick lamar

Being born and brought up with scars may be no way to be a star

A star gleaming and its me, my victims screaming to be free

Sometimes you go stores and buy everything that you see

But you the only one who ain't tellingi tell you it's a cold world, stay in school

Ok im at school trying to be cool trying to fit in and not be a fool

I wanna be a star

Hope my city is not too far

Sometimes it gets hard to interpret my own mind,

A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind

She loved seeing me having a hard time trying to breathe.

And danced around the house in all-over print panties

Come be my heroyou can take your cape offyou dont need that to save my heart

Young rich white kids thinkin one day they'll be a star, fuck that, they're gonna fall hard