This is a song about "To hold back care or attention"

Trying to hold back my feelings is something i've had to do,

Can’t take no more of your shit cause i can do better without you

Attention attention, theres a way of getting to first position,

I smoke the greenest of medicine till the government let us win

But always get back to the track, dont care what the people thinks

And, yup, i gave lyrics a reason to want to live

You headin' to his car for some taxi pass by, can't hold back tears inside

Til my faith start responding, and if i get no answer, just know i tried

So i started spittin to get the attention

My talent should take me places i've never been

None of you phonies will ever be able to control me or hold me, so just behold the

Troublesome niggahahaha, troublesome 19-motherfuckin'-96let it be known nigga