This is a song about "This was his pen"

I'l sever his thighs with a pen intentionally and get sentenced to life in the penitentiary

You know, it's like i'm livin just to diei fall on my knees and beg for mercy, not knowin if i'm worthy

Lyrics his only friend, his brain could be let loose with that paper and pen

While syd is telling me that she's been getting intimate with men

Begin to make me feel like a little kid again

With this one last line, ill add the cap to the pen

But what i do know, is that he's real and he lives forever

I had to take a pen, to apologize in this letter

He told me to take this, his tone was tasteless,

I can teach you all the sounds of love

His best friend reminded him that this was illegal,

Inside of me, but the thoughts it tells me are still evil

Of smashing brains in, my fucking pen and pad was anxious

Tell me who's as rad as us and the answer was