This is a song about "This was his pen"

Amen, they say you only live once

He told me to take this, his tone was tasteless,

Forever i ain't run yet and i never will

His best friend reminded him that this was illegal,

Lyrics his only friend, his brain could be let loose with that paper and pen

Notice everything it wasn't. realizing why it shouldn't ever be again

Now we livin’ much better, nigga, pay whatever

I had to take a pen, to apologize in this letter

That mean i never trust em. and if you ever love them

Please excuse me while i pick up this fuckin pen again

So you can see why they mad, look at they status

Of smashing brains in, my fucking pen and pad was anxious

So i'll sever his thighs with a pen intentionally and get sentenced to life in the penitentiary

You know, it's like i'm livin just to diei fall on my knees and beg for mercy, not knowin if i'm worthy

Of smashing brains in, my fucking pen and pad was anxious

The say they're heartless, but i feel them when they show me love