This is a song about "Thinking about you is like torturing myself and i can t find a way to stop it"

11.1.11 is when it all makes sense

I need to fucking find myself,

I can find out things about you you'll never know

And true i’ve seen better times cause i’m getting dough

And so the muscle flow is something you can't get no muzzel for

There is no way you can stop this fire sparking it up like i'm a lighter

Thinking about the way things used to be

And teachers thought i was dumb or crazy

Family is all i need but indeed them too can run me right up a tree

The father went and knelt down and said can you find it in your heart to forgive me

I know it's hard but who does god choose to go through it worst

To give you all a fuck, i guess i'd have to go and find it first,

They heard i'm bout to blow, so all my enemies say let's be friends

Is anybody out there ? it feels like i'm talkin' to myself,

Let me rest where you lay until i can find my way,

Forgive me lord, it feels like i commit a sin a day