This is a song about "The perks of being a wallflower"

You know that love is a very serious thing

But thats the life of a human being

Of being a ballplayer superstar like stephon marbury.

That bastard was buzzing like woody so we get it for free

Cause i run up in them and i make their cats meow

Yes i'm tired of being the villian now

I'm tired of being a stale white punk ass kid, that raps about poppin off the pill lid,

You say the words that can get me back in focuswhen i was sick as a little kid

Find me on the block being part of a statistic.

But i'm giving it foundation when i write lyric

Lyrical pictures, they used to have a windowless vision

I'm a realass nigga sick of being spitted on cause i'm the "wrong" one

I'm tired of being on the bench wanna be a starter

My motherfucking doctor said i need a doctor

It's like i'm an alien who alienates by the herd, so as far as being heard

But there's no pleasure in being the ender of a life that you once treasured