This is a song about "The life that i had"

I heard through the grape vines that you really thought you had a shot

If i'm getting geetchi i can rock three chains on either block

Two times for the chicks with the right bag

Strive for the things that ive never had,

My plot so sickening, that i swear the show had to be revised..

I see yesterday i called you names, and played games on yo' mind

I pray to god that he saves me from the life that i chose

Boogyin' with jesus and a bunch of nazi hoes

I got a big list for the shit that i had done in the past years

These hoes thuggin, these nigga's bitches don’t know the difference

Got all the black bitches mad cause my main bitch vanilla

Sometimes i wish that you and i had never met but the

I been seeing the faces of people that have died in my life

You so got me, i'm open for life forever my wife

Wish i could be the daddy that neither one of us had

* amalgam digital download bonus track