This is a song about "Thats when i started going to church"

But when i started i couldn't stop

I fucking hate this job

Thats how it is most likely going to stay

And i can't even look the other way

When i first started rappin’ i’m sure you had doubt

We don't speak to informants, they just look for a way out

Dead at thirteen cause he yearned to bangsniffed a lot of flowers, but how could i cry

Fucking her all night i knew we were in love, and thats when i had to say goodbye.

So, suicide i perceive, before i slide on that ring

But thats alright cuz he's going to keep striving and grinding