This is a song about "Suicide sadness"

Suicide depression,

Through thick and thin

Thinkin bout suicide

And what ya cook like

It's all lies, about me trying to suicide

Get ya money up, jewelry tight, swagger right

Don't you lie, don't blow my buzz

I dwell within sadness

You see i promised that i'd never change

My music feeds on sadness and rage,

Not only had the fiend died

To help me commit suicide

She's flawless like some uncut ice

I looked sadness dead in its cold eyes