This is a song about "Suicidal jellybeans"

My nephew looking at me cause his daddy is his idol

Turn your life completely around and turn you suicidal,

Talking bout they suicidal thoughts

Ironic cause your lipstick is red, of course

Knife to your throat, leave a suicidal note in your coat

Vicious roach she really sick of this but she let me poke

With this old half a man, yaknowhati'msayin?i ain't tryin to put you in a position

I'ma take you out of misery call it homicidal,nah suicidal, the way you step in

It's difficult to let it goi'm startin' to loose my hair cause i worry

Better learn that part now, the suicidal were the ones who waited to see.

Cause see way back, i thought to fuck with you was impossible

Now he's feeling suicidal, his life story is made a fable,

High on brownies, fly on frownies, die froma suicidal act of spiritual kindness.

Tryin to torture em to tell, i'm gettin mailbut ain't nobody sayin much, the same old nuts