This is a song about "Stupid cousin"

I lost my cousin to a gun he left his baby girl

Wait, i heard about you from that other nigga earl

Im an improbable human conundrum, in my past life slim shady was my cousin

I set goals, take control, drink out my own bottlesi make mistakes but learn from every one

Trust me these niggas rushed me for something my cousin probably did

And nearly choked when he'd tell me not to smokedaaamn, don't get me started

They wince at pop music and stop stupid

Get the zippo and spark the shit

So if he die, and came back, would he try to save rap

I can't believe i fell for his stupid act- this stupid trap-

Didn't make it through college, still debating my progress

Like nas illmatic i never sleep cause sleep is the cousin death