This is a song about "Starting to be a rapper"

But not as bad as lookin' backwards wishin' that we hadn't been such of a damn disaster

You will never have the ability or stability to be a decent rapper,

I saw a chance to be battlin' a rapper like 4:20 - i had to be!

And leave the scene the way i came herethough some people say it's crazy

My gramma say you wanna be a rapper

I'll touch slap her, dap her, plus clap her

And maybe one day his kids, something that he'll live for

I told her i'd grow up to be a famous rapper

We ain't playing for rings and that trophy i mention before, i let em keep

The only range of options for me is to be a rapper or athlete,

Give me billboards, whatever that people will kill for

Unlike these rappers who rather dress-up than be a rapper

Im a rapper without a crowd to make me feel proud

My eyes only see deez, that's why i'm young and burnt out

But his deferred, and blurred and changed in shapeit's fate, it wasn't my choice to make

I feel like im starting to fade, feelin like this shit might be a little delayed.