This is a song about "So close no matter how far couldnt be much more from the heart"

Life's tryin to lap you

No matter how much good you do

And then i fucking realized that no matter how much i aspire

I’m at the altar sayin’ my vows, to this benjamin franklin pile

So close to my heart i hold you

I call em up, they might fall through

I'd rather do business than pleasure

However, no matter how clever

When i have so much more

And you ain't gotta go to war

Like her birthday how was her day so far i was learning this from afar and apart

Come be my heroyou can take your cape offyou dont need that to save my heart

She can only take so much more than her heart got

I'm a fucking walking paradox, no i'm not

No matter the outcome never be forsaken

See me as blasphemous for i don't need them