This is a song about "Since i was little i wanted to be an actress"

She was the first chick who i wanted to be with more than just be fucking

Wow, umm, so tyler if you had the chance to tell him something

Lately i been stressing so i need you like i’m crazy

I wanted him to put his hands in places they shouldnt be/

To achieve an independence, it'd be too late to repent since

Until then, my feet planted on the ground, shadowboxing my conscience

And some of the stuff i tried to do they had never seen

Me to achieve what i always wanted since i was thirteen.

That mean im overflowin all you rappin niggas in cups

Ever since i was a little kid, i never truly ran with thugs,

I tried my best to be there when you wanted to talk

I'm not an asshole i just don't give a fuck a lot

Cus i been dealing drugs since i was a little kid

Bring your pops to school today for twelve years i cheated

I'm grand theft auto, racketeering, larceny, conspiracy, murder one

I always wanted to be like them, now im writing particularly often,