This is a song about "Sin fear hatred despair destruction creation love joy hope"

I’m smoother than alopecia skin

Causing death and destruction

She would drive the toys plus ride the boy

I look into her eyes and it brings me joy

My attitude is shitty i show city joy

The world's too much for the soul to enjoy

Completely destroyed, beyond repair, living in despair

Thought she hot i swear, probably rougher than hell

Those flashing lights seem to cause a glare

Freedom from want and that of despair

Seems either love or hatred/ nah more like its tension vs patience

Cuz she came back with the kid and yoi been payin ever since

Anyways give it up the capital the nation

83. wanna know me? i'm the worst creation,

Of thinkinthese, are the dreams of a young teen

Envy is just love, hate, and fear mixed that why they so mean.