This is a song about "She wants to go home but he has to pay for choosing him"

I'm on deck i'm up next

If he wants to kill himself,

Forgive me lord, it feels like i commit a sin a day

You'll never understand life has a price to pay.

Its been a good sesh, but now this star has to go

They all need attention, they call me a g though

Your son's e.t., he needs to go home

Know i just call it head phone

She said "bitch, he aint got a #dick to him,

But im a well of inspiration

She tried to wake him up but their was no breath inside......

She in colors and shit, she off that northern lights, right

Pleading for him to stop but he turns and smiles

Destined to win, get respect where i live

What has he done to make the rain go away

See i came a long way, that's living the wrong way