This is a song about "Self reliance"

I have little self contol round stupid fucks

Don’t let me talk about the deal ones

U know self made salf paid

I feel good, i look great

Texting my mama current self

Cause i can't seem to feel myself

Some thing i keep to my self

Cause i can't seem to see myself

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

Thats why i do this for my fuckin self