This is a song about "Self mutiliation"

Because if you hurt your self like this

Clutchin’ on this lube and roses

I have little self contol round stupid fucks

Stay gold, stray old, maturing means that your life sucks

Self call it heroism

Even when i'm sleep, i got vision

Self inflicted, stuck in a cycle of addiction

Meka scary, turn his white ass to a jim carrey twin

Time to redeem, regain some self esteem

And eat about four bowls of some frozen ice cream

Am not dissing ma self but am trying to give ma self a motivation

And i got a girlfriend so i'm a keep lying until the verse end, fin