This is a song about "Self inflicted pain"

Just plain pat visions with some sick aim

Can we understand that pain,

Roll you up and let it run through my veins

Trapped in my own self, i'm amaze

So tell me i ain't shit, go and embellish it a bit

It forced me to defend with the force that i inflicted

Self inflicted, stuck in a cycle of addiction

Meka scary, turn his white ass to a jim carrey twin

This verse was a message to my sixteen year old self

Like that's going to make up for the years and the tears

I'mma stop right there and i know you don't care

Call yourself a self made millionaire

I probably would wear 'em but my dick don't fit

No need to think of the pain we've inflicted

Self call it heroism

Hold on you can see my vision