This is a song about "Self harming"

Life is so cold should i even fuck me self....

Used to catch us on the roof or behind the stairs

She still don't know i made sarah to strangle her

Self designated wicked critical closer

Never can i straight face

Trapped in my own self, i'm amaze

Or harming other humans just to hear them greave

The more small people at your door like please can i receive

Self call it heroism

So now she picks up the gun

Nah no kid can destroy my self esteem

Show ‘em how much they really mean

So hold back ya tears

Relying only on self

Rapping is self medicating

I was born to do the damn thing