This is a song about "Self harmed"

This verse was a message to my sixteen year old self

Ain't better, you better rebel, smell cheddar and shells

Texting my mama current self

Yeah months in every night she's in tears

I reel them in, goadomes on see

But your cocky self looken like bill nie

I have little self contol round stupid fucks

Ho, slut, no love, turn beef to cold cuts

Weed they can't fuck with, i'm puffin a.c. green

Time to redeem, regain some self esteem

Life is so cold should i even fuck me self....

Used to catch us on the roof or behind the stairs