This is a song about "Rene is leaving me"

The inner darkness in my head is leaving. yet my wrists won't stop bleeding.

Where you gotta give up your lifestyle for everything

So, suicide i perceive, before i slide on that ring

Then i remember the day you told me you were leaving

Fuck ya all if you hate me,i'm leaving this world,don't consider me,

Tired of making money, i'm on to making history

You just servin yourself, go pull up to pump three

Best start begin living dreams before it starts leaving me

With a note there and im thinking of reading

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

Tryin’ to bag a brother with a super bowl ring

And leaving the game is basically pain inflicting

Wish you was around now to see what i've become see

Leaving a pollution of cannabis behind me,

I don't wanna ever come down from this cloud of loving you

This is my point of view, ya dreams of leaving ant ever coming true,