This is a song about "Redeeming myself"

Like that's going to make up for the years and the tears

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

I think i've got some enemies disguised as friends

I'ma crap until i'm dead, then shoot myself

They asking me to be myself

I got 20 thousand views of french itself

Im feeling so lonely only myself

Baptized in eternal fire i'll shed so many tears

We can never be friends

I lost hope almost roped myself

I'd fucking murder myself!

If you can't look up at yourself

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

It’s so hard and its so an this marvelous flow

Bitch, don't mess this up for yourself

By how i conduct myself