This is a song about "Rapping first time"

I went and missed it first, time just slowly slipped and then

Got the fridgedest temperature on my wrist again

Don't always fuck me good, i'm just too cheap to divorce her

I warned you the first time, did you hear me stutter?

The first time i wrote a clever line it was special

See these lights got me on another level

When i first started rapping this is how i really spat

It’s a fact that i ain’t givin’ up my stacks like that

We ain't buying cds, we striving to live

Only hurt the first time thats their advice

Got pills all on my phone, these niggas know i’m wrong

First time i'm begging you i cant believe you're gone,

I turn 20 next month, and for the first time

It’s whatever, you shine, i shine

I know it's hard but who does god choose to go through it worst

My hands outchere itching so its time to body them first