This is a song about "Pooping myself"

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

Yeah months in every night she's in tears

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

I need to fucking find myself,

And everybody's having sex

Never stood up for myself

Monday through monday we be cashing checks

Abusing and cruising my rues to myself/

I'd fucking murder myself!

I'm on deck i'm up next

11.1.11 is when it all makes sense

They asking me to be myself

But i dont never play

Tell myself everyday

Yeah, that there is a fight in itself

Worth..know what hurts? not saluting myself