This is a song about "Pooping myself"

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

By how i conduct myself

Im all about myself

I'm on deck i'm up next

But i remember to myself

And everybody's having sex

I can taste the salt from my tears

Now i can't feel happy by myself.

I created this image

I beat myself up too much

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

11.1.11 is when it all makes sense

Fuck jealous from myself

I was raised this way

Tell myself everyday