This is a song about "Paralyzed to the feeling the hate i see brings me to my knees i pray to the lord"

Cheerfully i say lord take my wife to heaven, thank you for the extra hour

I could give a fuck as long as there’s something that’s behind of her

Give me strength, i pray to god, i swear that i still miss the lord,

Straight to my partner room and let him beat it like a keyboard

Heneesee, makes me think my enemy is getting close

I pray to god that he saves me from the life that i chose

Lookin' at the sky,i prayed to god. hookin' at ma mind, keep seeking lord.

But daddy gotta order somethin dealers can't afford

My kicks like my chick, i don’t need to know the numbers

I used to pray about life, the problem just only worse.

So i just keep my life going while praying to the lord

In an ocean full of sharks bout to come up short

'n' they don’t photograph, nah they don't sex like you

So we just pray to the lord, that we could stay true

When i write rhymes i go blind and let the lord do his thing

But i see a spark, light to the end it's how i defend, feeling