This is a song about "Painful silence"

Why is love always painful?well why is winter cold

So i could find my rainbow, my pot of gold

As i walk alone through the dark bathed in ominous silence

She glammed up behind that eyeliner i know there's tears

Don't talk through this rap, i want peaceful silence

So i guess that's where i hide my things

Like that's going to make up for the years and the tears

With equal tenets, girls and the guys that sit in silence

I’m a factor and your facial

When we sever will it be painful?

Rare shit, trend setting yea i be the best

Painful indigestion in my chest

Because of painful memories that haunt me when people judged,

I had beautiful words but girls never listened

Real gangstas move in silence

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears